i went bak to my house fer berbuka puasa few days ago n tok ayah is bz asking bout her..he really wanted 2 see her pic,but,how can i tell him,dat we r not 2gther anymore?..n it hurts whn i show him ur pic,how he complimented u,how he asked things bout u,how abah make stupid jokes bout us..each time it sliced my heart deeper n deeper..i felt lyk crying in front of em..but i cant..i smile 2 em..i wudnt want 2 make tok ayah sad or anything..i wudnt want abah 2 to think dat m a loser again..so i jz follow de flow..only God know how much it hurts..i tot i can bear de pain..but i cant carry de burden anymore..

100909 3.17am

erhhh...
jz woke up from a heavey sleep..SLEEP at last!! how?? lol..i play marilyn manson songs wif full volume..it helps me sleep meh..but some idiotas wake me up..u knw wat,fer any1 whoz reading dis,GET A BROADBAND!!..dont use othe ppl's bcoz it s annoyying..even fer 5mnutes..bcoz we work our asses out 2 pay fer it so ave sum respect..if u want 2 use it den pay fer it..n dont FUCKING use ppl's broadband whn dey r asleep or whn dey r not home bcoz dat is LOW fella!!..errrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! sumhow m pissed off!!!..m kindda hot tempered dis few days..matb its bcoz of puasa..or mayb not..howeva,lets hope its not fer long..wudnt want 2 mess wif anymore ppl den ive messed wif dis few days LOL...oh anyway,ave a great fucking day ppl..

*sigh

090909.. 0910am..

it has been 2 days since she left..havent sleep in 2 days,havent eat,n havent realy smile..life is kindda fucked up..i shudnt ave brought it up..if i didnt it wudnt end dis way..she pwomiz me she'll be back whn shes ready,but she also told me 2 forget bout her..how can i..how de hell can i forget her..she haunt me day n nyt..i saw her face everytime i close my eyes..n i heard her sweet gigle everytime i try 2 sleep..y do u ave 2 leave..u stole my heart,u rip it into pisces n u throw it away..everything seems wrong now..wuteva happened 2 us,i still hope u will hold on 2 ur promise,dat u'll come back 2 me..n make me happy one more time..coz life is jz empty without u..baby ti ammo..

booom!!!

something funny happened tonight!! i was riding my scooter back from sahor at Nasmir when a crowd of retarded monkey curse on me which at 1st i couldnt care less..but when i safely arrived at my house i felt like i had adrenaline rush n my mind keep telling me to go kick sum arse!!..i really dono y hahaha..so i ran to my room n took my blackjack a.k.a buku lima and sum mercun bola.i went back to the place where those monkey were sucking their own dick gayly and i throw mercun to em!! dey scatter away and started to climb the trees lol..i heard some monkey screaming at me but i jz put my middle finger up in de air n tell em to suck it..few mnutes later i arrived at my house and hang out wif my housemates at de garage when suddenly two monkey riding a motorcycle come and start yelling in a very weird language (slang kedah LOL)..but we all laugh at em and i think we really pissed em off..1 of my housemate took his hockey stick from his car in case those monkeys come back..and as predictable those monkeys came back and try to throw a mercun to us,but i took the hockey stick n swing it 2 em..n den!! oups!!! sorry!! i didnt mean to break ur useless bike and hit those innocent retarded monkey hardly wif de hockey stick!..dey'll come back for sure..i'll be waaaiitttiiinngggg~~~ hahahahaha..

dear retarded cumface monkeys,u r messing wif de wong guy at a very3 wrong time..so think twice if u decide 2 do anyting again oke dickface??

United Nation General Assembly UNGA MOCK

erhh im just too bored so i decide to wite about something that i think im pretty good with,adult's thinking.i always got some problem dealing with adults because of their narrow thinking..

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if u ppl notice in about a month ago,there's an article in the local newspaper titled '7 pensyarah digantung kerana membantah aktiviti Israel' or some sort like that i just couldnt remember.when you actually read the article it'll show u how the 7 lecturer is so good to boycott Israel and how the student are just stupid for worshipping Israel (that is what they said)..well the truth is not like that,it started with a programme called United Nation General Assembly or 'UNGA'..

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in this program 1 class will represent 1 country such as Iraq,Combodia,UK,China,India,Israel and few more..at 1st they accused the student for worshipping Israel,which is of course not true.the student which were given Israel have to studied everything bout the country and try to 'act' like an Israelian on that day.The reason of getting Israel in is to show other student how this country will be boycott and we can see what are the other students action to kick Israel's butt!..but sadly,the 7 people who accused the student are not even there,they are too busy shaking their bum-bum at their house.so they didnt know what actually is happenning on that day.

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after the student explain everything(which i dont think they understand) they decide to go for Combodia.they accused 1 of the student 'murtad' just because he is wearing the Buddha cloth on that day for the parade,even a kid can think why that is not a wrong thing to do that lead to murtad,it is a roleplay for god sake.if roleplay can lead to murtad that mean thousands of people who has been acting in a movie or even those who wear Bush clothing for demonstration is murtad.i just dont know what were these 7 lectrer were thinking.but then i realize something,it is not about UNGA at all,it is not about Israel,and it is not about Sami clothing.it is the internal bleeding between them,and my lecturer who is the project manager.so they used the UNGA issue as the trigger to take down other lecturer.how low is that?.they step on student's head,they accused the student with bad thing,for what? for their ownself.

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they have been talking around about them being a muslim are ashamed of the student's did and bla3 balasan akhirat bla3..if that how a melayu muslim is,im sory,i feel ashamed of being a melayu muslim then.1 of the project is a chinese and christian follower,so they think they have to get rid of her.well the other project manager is converted chinese muslim,think about did,for everything that 7 lecturer did,have they no shame of others?have they no shame to Allah?have they no shame to the student?

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because of their stupid act,the student now realize how important student's right and they rise to protec themself and their friends,so that is why the 7 lecturer 'digantung'..to that IPT students,u have my respect,and ur braveness amaze me. n ooh,how i know all of this? i am the head of the facilitator for UNGA.

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dang! i wanted to write a good article but now i see what it lead onto..a crap LOL..i really need to work on my English!�

how look is important?

i think its a very common issue,but i still wana talk about it because i think i got a different view bout this particular issue.people go around telling other people that look is not really important, and what really matters is ur heart and bla3 crap3..

well i don think so,u see,look is the very 1st thing u saw when u met some1.that is how u get the very 1st thought and impression,so dont u think looking good is important??..i do..but looking good doesnt mean u have to have a nice dress,white pearl skin,cool hair,etc..

its about taking care of yourself..oke for example,i am FAT..yes i am..so what i need to do is working on a diet,excercise (believe me its not easy!!) so dat i'll improve my 1st impression toward others..see? its not a bad thing to look for sum1 depending on their look.its a basic human behaviour..we always want sumthing better.

so don blame ur bf/gf if dey leave u because of how u look,what u need to do is improve urself!..like if u r too skinny then go eat a horse..if u r dark skinned den go wif de stye which suits u,if u got lotsa pimples den buy a btter facewash,razor fer hairs,n bla3...so lets work it out and stop blaming others oke??

chaiyyok3!!

tribute 2 60's

this goes 2 any1 who doesnt knw how 2 respect people's privacy..
want 2 hear songs loud den u shud really buy a headfon..
coz ur music is so annoying..



tribute to 60s

shoot shoot shoot me up
i shot shot shot em up
i cant take your a*s music
keep banging banging banging in my ears
stop ur a*s music
its hurting hurting hurting my ears
stop stop stop ur music
its f*ckin' annoying
im f*ckin' f*ckin' f*ckin annoyed
stop ur a*s sh*t music
it sounds like sh*t sh*t sh*t
i want rock rock rock
stop playing ur sh*t loud
it sucks sucks sucks
stop stop stop
f*ckin' stop stop stop
im gonna cut my wrist
gonna eat my neck
gonna hang myself
m gonna die
coz u kept playing ur a*shole songs
stop stop stop
dont stop me bashing ur speaker
dont stop me kickin ur a*s
dont stop me killing u
f*ck f*ck f*ck
kill u kill ur music
kill u kill ur music
kill me my music rock
kill me my music rock

by:cokelatpahit