cokelatpahit is kraazzzeeee!!

i went bak to my house fer berbuka puasa few days ago n tok ayah is bz asking bout her..he really wanted 2 see her pic,but,how can i tell him,dat we r not 2gther anymore?..n it hurts whn i show him ur pic,how he complimented u,how he asked things bout u,how abah make stupid jokes bout us..each time it sliced my heart deeper n deeper..i felt lyk crying in front of em..but i cant..i smile 2 em..i wudnt want 2 make tok ayah sad or anything..i wudnt want abah 2 to think dat m a loser again..so i jz follow de flow..only God know how much it hurts..i tot i can bear de pain..but i cant carry de burden anymore..